Questioning Myself / In The Dark Hunxho

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah

[Verse 1]
I was in the dark
It's crazy, they had said, "You can't grow flowers in the dark." (Yeah, yeah)
Been competin' with myself
Beatin' myself down, I can't see shadows in the dark (This year)
I'm a star but you ain't got to look in the sky for this one
How did the boy without no dad become a father figure?
And I don't know who tellin' me lies so it been hard to listen
When you break in cars and catch them charges, it be hard to fix it
Wish I knew Donald Trump, I'd be like, "Pardon this one."
I know I say I'm heartless a lot but I put my heart in this one
They ain't even artist at all, they sang like Keri Hilson
I guess these niggas killin' with kindness 'cause they ain't never killin'
Locked up watchin' the clock
It's a switch all on extension on the bottom the Glock
I don't even know why I did that
This bitch, it can barely get out
They ain't clue you
Hit his car and he can't never get out
If I don't save myself, I gotta blame myself
Feel like T.I. 'cause I ain't forgave myself
Signed a deal, I could've paid myself
Okay, so why do I feel like I gave myself? (Oh, Lord)
On IG with Rox, he stealin' on me
Postin' pics in front of the car
And this shit crazy, guess that's how I caught a case at the Cal'
Six months at Right Street and then they sent me to Carl
Why that shit never cross my mind to go and get me a job?
Thought gettin' jobs was lame as hell, this shit better than jail
And I had to watch my back while I shit in my cell
Two feet from the bunk, and my bunkmate on the bed