Corduroy BoyWithUke

[Verse 1]
Indifferent to the people I detest
But, it harms me in a way that even I cannot detect
In my own flesh and blood
(In my own flesh and blood)
I think I've had enough
(I think I've had enough, I've had enough)
I welcome death with open arms
Like an old friend I haven't seen
Since I was young, when young was old
When Daddy did terrible things
Maybe I'd feel better then, when I leave you like this
(Don't let me lеave, don't let me lеave it all behind)
While some days are not that bad
And even pleasant one might say
I can't control the thoughts I have
I can't control the present wave of emotion
Anxiously hoping for something or someone
For anything at all

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't imagine a life without familiarity
I can't imagine what it's like to live
With certainty, I like to rewatch movies
So I know the end of every scene
I know the end of everything
I do, because I won't ever leave my room
It's safer here, safety's all I want and all I need
Buried my issues here, deep within the
Walls and in my dreams
In my own atmosphere is where I'll die
So, let me die in peace
I'm on my final breath, my final steps
I've never felt so free