Aquarium Deca

[Intro: voice sample]
They callin’ me man
They callin’ me man
I just gotta talk to ‘em
I need help

[Verse 1]
The bridge over troubled waters collapse submerged
Locked in my room, fightin’ to hold back the urge
To relapse, too full of pride to cry for help
Playin’ solitaire with the cards that I been dealt
Just relax, yo get through this
Crack a twenty-two and take a few sips
Dwelling on past regrets is useless
See usually the way I deal with addiction
Is callin’ up the street pharmacist to fill the prescription
Tossin’ and turnin’, cursin’ the monster I’ve become
I can hear ‘em talkin’ now man I never seen this side of him
Insomniac used to this side of the risin’ sun
Can’t seem to pinpoint exactly what it is I’m hidin’ from
Slip into the pitfall, I set the trap myself
Then get my current girlfriend to nurse me back to health
There’s no end to this, the cycle repeats
No rest, too afraid of dyin’ in my sleep
No relief from the pain unless I kill it with pills
No release from the clutches of addiction it’s real
Just a lost child searchin’ in vain for peace of mind
If I die before I wake man what will I leave behind?