Willpower やまだ豊 (Yutaka Yamada) (Ft. Future Sunsets)

I sense the dawn approaching me
I've been waiting, shrouded within shadows
It’s reminding me of when I used to not care, not at all

The future shone so brightly back then
Have I always walked this path strewn to the side?

I clung mindlessly
I held faith in that I would be better off on my own
I turned my back
Believing that I was on the right pathway, that I'd not fallen

The night falls
I'm thinking back to the days when you walked beside me
What was forgotten can’t yet be found I wanted to be strong
Find strength within so I could protect
Everyone, rise to the cause, striking my enemies
But vengeance had conquered me then

I'll close my eyes so I won't see the truth underneath
Times passing by
Can't always be blinded is it best for me
To turn the other way, shutting out my past?
Is it too late to reclaim the past that I'd forsaken?

I wonder…what's the meaning of my dual existence now?