Made it Weird Open Mike Eagle

[Verse 1]
Had a show just last night that went great
But I could only think of the part that I hate
Hardcore fumbled a part of one song
And I keep replaying the part that went wrong
Buncha folks after it said it went good
But I couldn't help lettin' 'em know where I stood
Killin' all the audience buzz from that night
'cause I couldn't help sayin' it wasn't that tight
Caught in between the realms of what's real
Peoples' perceptions vs. what I feel
Most of the time it's just in my head
But I still obsess on the words that I said

[Chorus]
S'posed to be plannin' the rest of my year
But I'm sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird
S'posed to be gettin' my brain to be clear
But I'm sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird

[Verse 2]
I prefer not to talk on the phone
The immediate nature is out of my zone
I prefer to text until it gets blown
By one of us misinterpreting tone
Can't say how many times I forgot
You don't send messages sippin' on scotch
Knew from the dots I'd made a mistake
I sent that smiley emoji too late
I can get embarrassed in thousands of ways
And I hold that feeling for two or three days
Everybody else is up and moved on
And I'm still here thinkin' about why I'm wrong
Can't help feeling a feeling this large
Really wish I had a way to discharge
Some folks smoke and others do coke
I'm addicted to thinking about what I broke