XiiiDolor Im Sorry, I Couldn’t Be Him.

I am so sorry that im causing problems and im not the person that you always loved
I am so sorry that i took your wings and that means you can't fly like a dub
All the moments we never had
Thinking about it i know that you're just sad
I know youre strong but i know that it hurts your mental a little or maybe a tad
Girl im just drunk and im high off the drugs
I cannot lie bro i need me a hug
Give me a second to think about all this shit
But it seems that i can't and it sucks
I done fucked up
I know i done fucked up
Please dont remind me
That i fucked up

Im spitting bars from the east to the west
I never rest
Im like a big bro without the ?
Im from a ?
All this stupid shit got me fucked up
Now im sitting here in the ? room
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Now your life falling straight into fucking doom
See, everybodys too busy to save you
While depression gon look and embrace you
I have no one to give all my energy
Yeah all of sudden it hurts and its killing me
I dont wanna be here, gonna go insane
Feeling something ? my fucking brain
Started crying remember we going out
Started crying remember we going out