Mending Breaking Introvert

If everything was easy
And nothing hurt to hold
I’m sick of empty bottles cluttering my home
I pull myself together
To find a hope to own
To ease this constant struggle
To help find what’s known

I can’t keep up
I keep breaking every part of me
I keep wondering why
I'm struggling with everything
I always let myself down
With this self-doubt
Why is it when I'm struggling with everything
I have to pull myself out?
I’m only mending and breaking

If everything was simple
And people thought out loud
I’d cover up my ears and hide beneath the sound
Because everything is broken
And nothing stays the same
I’m caught up in the constant mending, breaking in my

I can’t keep up
I keep breaking every part of me
I keep wondering why
I'm struggling with everything
I always let myself down
With this self-doubt
Why is it when I'm struggling with everything
I have to pull myself out?
I’m only mending and breaking