​i dont understand ˂/3 hate​oryx

[Intro]
​oryx!
"I know I don't know, I know I'm stupid, I admit I'm a [?], whatever. I never been a success at anything, I even got to the point where I didn't even want to be a success any..."

[Chorus]
And I don't understand why you can't be with me
It hurts so much
I stalk you every day
Like at the park with your boyfriend
Can't manage to feel happy
Without your love I can't succeed
I wanna hurt myself sometimes
I cut my wrist and bleed fastly

[Verse]
I've been back on my bullshit
If you're talking shit, better run me the full clip
Blasted lie to whoever been talk to
Want the last resort
Hurt me like every day, I'm so used to it
Just let me out you're full of shit
Saw me in school I'm so quiet
I've been in the gutter see me violent

[Chorus]
And I don't understand why you can't be with me
It hurts so much
I stalk you every day
Like at the park with your boyfriend
Can't manage to feel happy
Without your love I can't succeed
I wanna hurt myself sometimes
I cut my wrist and bleed fastly