It Ends with a Fall Okkervil River

Wish I could remember why it mattered to me
It doesn't matter to me
It doesn't matter to me anymore
Now that you're feeling fine
I'll admit that - though I know it's coming down
And see it shattering me - it doesn't matter to me
And I'm not sadder for seeing it come
I'm not going to run
I will just come when I am called

You want to cut me off
Because I took too much
But don't leave me alone
Take off your scarves, your winter coat
The night's too cold

When we met I should have said
"You're like a sister to me"
How all that kiss her just seem
Like puny suitors I can see through
How none will do, not for you
It might as well just be us two
And when I pulled you by the jacket
From the clattering street
You started flattering me
You started saying I was so strong
String me along, but I can't become all that I'm called