Hard to Live Woe, Is Me (Ft. David Benites)

I fake a smile
But the truth is buried
'Cause down underneath
My mind is going places
I never want to be
I know these lies are self-inflicted
But they won't let me go
I know I'm feeling so conflicted
Can't fight this war alone

Feels like I'm fallin' deep inside my head again
How much can I take before the demons win?
I don't wanna let go, just wanna let you know
That I am struggling

And I build these walls around me
To keep from going under
But they fall on me
And I'm defenseless
It's all on mе, gotta get a grip
Never thought it'd comе to this
There ain't no question now
I feel it coming down

My mind, searching for a better place
And I'm hoping it's enough for me
'Cause when the sunlight fades
And I am slipping away
It's all or nothing, I need to find a reason to stay