Disassociate Ekoh

[Verse 1]
You said that you would be here by my side and I believed it
Told you if you leave that I'll be fine, like I don't need it
Built a life without you then you left it all in pieces
Now it's getting hard to do the normal things like sleep and eat
And even though I got a heart
It's barely beating in my chest
Never trade it for a moment back before we even met
And tell myself with what I'm knowin' now
I should've never let you be a crutch for all the trauma manufactured in my head
And I'm back home now but I been gone for three weeks
I don't even talk to the ones I like
Got a voice in my head just a bit too high
Tellin' me you'll never get shit right
It's like if the pressure gettin' too much to take
I disassociate
Lookin' at the actions I make is just a roller blade
Tryna be a person you want but I can't hold away
Karma smiled right at my face and let you hold the blade

[Chorus]
And you pulled me under
I can feel you in me
Do you ever wonder if I drowned?
Lookin' in the storm but there's not enough to find
Yeah I broke a heart, does it hurt when you die?
Hard to move ahead when you're stuck in your eyes
Keep on looking beyond, beyond, beyond
But everybody's gone and there's nothin' left to say
You could be the last in my line of mistakes
Tell me if we did what we said we would change
What would life be like, be like, be like, be like, be like?
What would life be like?
What would life be like?
What would like be like?