It’s Been So Long The Living Tombstone (Ft. Aviya Dor-Kolan)

[Verse 1]
I don't know what I was thinking, leaving my child behind
Now I suffer the curse, and now I am blind
With all this anger, guilt, and sadness coming to haunt me forever
I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river

[Verse 2]
Is this revenge I am seeking or seeking someone to avenge me?
Stuck in my own paradox, I wanna set myself free
Maybe I should chase and find before they'll try to stop it
It won't be long before I'll become a puppet

[Chorus]
It's been so long
Since I last have seen my son
Lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I could ponder
The sanity of your mother

[Instrumental Interlude]

[Verse 3]
I wish I lived in the present with the gift of my past mistakes
But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
Your sweet little eyes, your little smile is all I remember
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper