What You Want Blue Rodeo

[Verse 1]
Woke up from another dream with the clouds in my head
Sat down by the window, watched the sunrise burning red
I guess I'm doing alright now but there's too much time to kill
I can't forget you lying there so still

[Verse 2]
Picture back to another time, I see you standing here
You said would you ever forgive me if I chose to disappear?
I turned away and closed my eyes, I didn't think I could

[Pre-Chorus]
If that's what you want, I guess I would
If that's what you want, I guess I would

[Chorus]
You know I can't live like everyone else
Nothing ever seems that simple in my head
Feel myself slipping away
Don't want to wind up helpless in my bed
Oh, this time I want to get out and walk but I think I'll fall

[Instrumental Break]

[Verse 3]
I can see myself in so many ways but I curse myself instead
Was there something I should have done? Something else I could have said?
You know I tried to change it but I can't forgive you still