Standoff (Shadrow Remix) Groundbreaking

I can't justify the things that I have done
And all my past is what I am running from
I try to figure out the reason I am here
But no I don't know why I live my life in fear
I ignore
And I avoid my fate
But how long can I hold on to all this empty space
I know what I have to do to open my eyes
A live or die showdown between me and this life

(Gotta tell myself)
Everything is gonna be okay (Gotta tell myself)
Just gotta take it day to day

And I don't know if I can accept what's really just been all my life
(Gotta tell myself) (Gotta tell myself)
An epic standoff between what I think is real and all the lies
(Gotta tell myself) (Gotta tell myself)

I live in denial
Can't accept my fate
And I try everything to cope with all this pain
And in reality the only thing I fear
Is not finding anything before I disappear

(Gotta tell myself)
Everything is gonna be okay (Gotta tell myself)
Just gotta take it day to day