Don’t Take It Personal Yungen

[Hook: Sample of Jhené Aiko's 'The Worst']
I don't need you, I don't need you, I don't need you
But I want you
I don't mean to, I don't mean to, I don't mean to
But I love you
I don't need you, I don't need you, I don't need you
But I want you
I don't mean to, I don't mean to, I don't mean to
But I love you

[Verse 1]
They just see the final edit, they don't ever know behind the scenes
CJ's living a nightmare, Yungen's living the dream
Wore a fake smile for years, now it's starting to wear off, shit they ain't got a clue where I been
They say I'm paranoid, well you try being kidnapped as a kid
A gun put to your head and taken from where you live
I saw psychiatrists for months, them people mess up how you think
I swear to God I ain't been the same since
Too young to understand, but old enough to be scared
My dad took me to Jamaica until everything cleared
Come back to a new house, new school - now everything's so weird
Thinking back it still leaves me in tears
Fast forward some years
My mum fucked off to Jamaica
Left me home alone at 13, that shit made me hate her
Probably 'cos I used to love her so much
She was gone 3 months and barely kept in touch
Going through hell, thinking life ain't fair
I felt like my older sister was the only one there
No electric, no gas here but who can I tell
'cos if I do I'll probably end up in care
But while you was out robbing man for fun, I was robbing 'cos I had to
Everybody called me a bad yout'
That tore me up because they didn't have a clue
They judged me, I just wished they knew