Pain YelloPain (Ft. Adam Vanhoose)

I can’t handle all this pain
Only time I feel okay is when this shit goes through my veins

Before you take that, think about the consequences
No you probably don’t think it matter cause your mom addicted
Right, but look at how your mama living
Well how am I supposed to fix the pain?
You ain’t gotta fix it

My brother used to pick my clothes out to motivate me
That was my best friend, shit, my only maybe
He used to tell me that no matter what he had my back
If I needed something he did it for me and that was that
He in prison now, ten years for molestation
And my favourite little cousin now that’s fucking crazy
And honestly I wanna hate him
But if this story can save a life then i’ll be grateful

Cause I lost somebody I love and can’t love them no more
I think I cried three months straight, man what was he on?
I know you probably got over it and didn’t do drugs
But my situation is different, i’m really fucked up

Forget the story man, my point is I didn’t give up
I know this might sound corny but fix it with love
But I tried loving everybody and didn’t get none
So your solution is sticking this shit in your blood?