On My Own Burning Star (Ft. Black Eyed Peas)

(CHORUS)
On my own, I've got to do it all alone
So I could be a better me, cuz I'm my only enemy (2)

[Verse 1]
I awake everyday out of desperation
Wipe my eyes, wipe my brow cuz of perspiration
Cold sweat, you could bet I got some shit upon my mind
And what it is, square biz, man, really can't define...

Well..sorta..kinda..I mean
Its really kinda hard, when deciphering a Dream
Or should I say Vision, it got me off position
In my Ways and Actions, there's no precision
Not to mention, haven't left my house in 2 weeks
I've cooked, but haven't cleaned, and the apartment probably reeks
But could careless about my personal hygiene
The problems that I facin' got me stressin' like a high beam
I'm a house trapped man with a paranoid mind
I know my house is Safe, but still Peace is hard to find
And every damn time, I look out my window
Somebody's looking, and I know it ain't the Indo
That I'm smoking, yeah the chariots got to swing low
And come and save me from myself
Fuck my bloody wealth, I want my Mental health
I grab my gun from off the shelf, I shoot 2 shots into the mirror
So I could see a little clearer
Cuz the man inside the frame is drivin' me insane
Its not the government that's runnin' shit
I'm the One to blame...
I'm the ( ? ), the Self controller
I Self Lord And Master, but I can't seem to master my mind...